8/3/08

MWF

Monday: Math Long Test
Wednesday: Math Long Test
Friday: Math Midterms

In a science course, math is what kills you. HAHAHA. Funny how that works out. 

What the hell did I get myself into. Like shit. I don't even know anymore. I'm not thinking. I think about you. us. what we were. I dunno if I made a mistake. Things are starting to get clearer, and I don't like the picture I'm seeing. Am I just afraid to move on? Or am I afraid that you will?

You're everywhere you know. At least to me, you are.

But here I am. New face, new feelings, new life. But I'm not sure how ready I am for it. I can feel myself digging a hole deeper and deeper.I know that if I go over that edge, I'm gonna have a hard time coming back. It's gonna be a struggle getting back on my feet. Weird thing is, I want to leap in. Like hell, I want to. Good god. One of my defining moments and prolly life-altering choices staring me in the face at 17 years old. 

And I have a long test tomorrow. 


Sabi nga.

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